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fizik 3 tomorrow n i haven study a thing . sigh hav prob ? i duno words alwix come out from our lips.. but do v actually mean it? damn .. T_T emotional .. let's get touchy tonite byee fizik sigh so long never feel tis way adi.. until... =x bla..heart aching so badly.. ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 11:26 PM
duno wad i wann noww~~~
:'( my fault ? y parents treatin me lik tis tears keep flowin now..sau abit chi kek..tears flow jus lik dat damn.. can any1 tell me how to hold back tears? damn i keep quiet..they force me to talk..when i talk..they say im rude.. wth k fine..patience da best sollution dennn they keep irritate me.. beh tahan theM.. they beh tahan me also i wan studi..they lik keep disturb me when i dun..they scold.. wthhh cisss found out im not a gd gf either..not a gd daughter..not a gd fren.. wad m i gd at? damn ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 6:00 PM
Still, not satisfied with everything.
Damn, my pictures!!!!!!!! still with him.. feel like dying adi. And i desperately needs to go OUT!!!! i mean yes OUT to movie etc! GOSH. Hopefully this weekend i'll be able to enjoy the home-alone-feeling. Yer.. scared la!! later got ghost.. :( no..later heard some weird noises. :S HELP OH i miss him!!!! =x i'm so sick everyday sleep sleep sleep~ dream dream dream.. never ending!! FRUST-can someone entertain ME jior ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 2:46 PM
Just came back from tuition.
Went 7-11 earlier. Cousin 1 waited in car. Went in. Grabbed few stuff that I wan. FROZZ! Grr cant take the Cherry's. He cant scan the thing. Cousin 2 was paying. Out of a sudden, the man asked 'What happened?' So, I was lik, 'Er, birthmark.' Well he didnt get me, so i go 'tanda lahir'. Guess what he said? 'Oh..that's sweet' <-- Birthmark, so i am sweet? Bla, fine. Then, When cousin 2 went out of the 7-11, the man asked 'your brother?'. I lied 'No, My boyfriend..' He said 'Oh My God' .. lol what he meant? Then, when i was about to leave, he asked again 'really?' I giggled 'no' Walked towards the car. In Car, I told them the whole thing. Cousin 2 was angry. My brother said 'Ha? One so thin, one so fat' Then, stupid cousin 1 said 'sian yee's thin?? is she?' Grr, i know la i fat d. But still. So bad. =end= Now 10.32pm, actually 9.30 supposed to go Perak d. But, u know..my parents always take their own sweet time, that is why. Man~ I am not getting reply from him. What happened? =x sad* ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 10:36 PM
Thursday.
Hmmm, dont know what the hell is wrong with my stomach. 3 days d. Pain at times. Grr. This is crazy. Ha-ha anyone heard Eminem's Puke? Darn cute larh! LOL. Chorus : You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you LOL OMG i lied again. Told mom tml following Joanne to tuition but actually, not. Bla bla. Die. Whats wrong with my stomach?! GRR TML going back Perak d. Sob. Y m i feelin sad? Dada. shITx. Sigh. ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 8:20 PM
Is what I'm feelin now a illusion or what?
Sigh Today was so moody that I must fake a smile out everytime. But now im feeling better. Thank goodness. WOW i'm being real straight forward. Yeah I'm mean, really don't want ppl to misunderstand. Lalala~ Damn, the dream I dreamt last night. seriously, it's funny but it's freakin me out also. akakak. so funny. why malay guy? dun understand. why my cousin? grr. why bitchy? dun understand also. freaky!.. SOB im going back Perak this friday!! =.= cheng beng!!!! so hot!!! SOB SOB. . : i'm still not studying hard. k lar. chaox ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 11:58 PM
Sunday.
HoHo. Gosh. Today so early woke up d. Miracle dei. 9 something and I'm awake there doing the notice board's stuff. HoHoHo. A good start. Sigh, my eye that place there getting bigger. So scary now. Hope the nanah will come out asap. Hee. Show u my pics in Beijing.       This is me and Po Yee in class. Funny.  Aihs. I'm bored. I feel like going out. But, lazy at the same time. Sigh. School's reopening tomorrow again. Haven't really finish the homework, well, haven't touch at all actually. Hahaha. Shitz it's like only few more months left. I'm still playing a fool. Even skip lessons. lol. Tomorrow going to the new Chemistry tuition. Gosh, hopefully I can understand this new teacher's teaching style. Hee. Ciaox. Oh wait a min. Yes i'm announcing. Top Bitch - Tan Shieh Lee. Bla readers don't blame me. She started it first. Stupit bitch. We're in Form 5 now. Grow up! I guess she grows physically but not mentally!.. Childish~ Beh tahan her. Argh bitch. Never ending! She'll backstab me to whoever she knows, even to guys she knows. Fck. Bitchy bitchy bitch. Get outta my life! ['MissTotalScrewUpEverything']__sy at 4:56 PM
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